They begged to see me laugh again,
but I was dying on the inside
painted smile and heavy hands.
I was the clown that cried. ()

They call me joy. They call me light.
A walking joke. A harmless fool.
But I was swallowing every fight.
While dancing barefoot like a mule,
the spotlight burned like judgment day.
It never missed a tear I hid. ()

They begged to see me laugh ()

But none of them ever tried to look beyond the painted face

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Periodically, this illustration must be shared.

P reg nan c y come s w it h gre at vulner abi lit y

It is no ur ish in g gre at co u r a g e

It yields tend er love to S elf

And all form s other

Seeding itself

Fertility

Calm

Confi dent

Ma sc ul in e two o

In Divine Feminine Zero You He r S elf One

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Two
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Face
Her
It
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Love
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Elf
Love
Self in it
Lov
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G

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Her

Intuition

Wave emotion

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Thought crest

Intellect

Her
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Yo u
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Zero One i s itself - You

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(To another)
Opposite
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Too
Mirror
To another
F ace tw o o
In stead eit he r or
Eit he r both tw o ot he r On e

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Zero
On
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W
Too
Get he r
Two
O
Z
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One

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Together

Eve r
Fo
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Eve
A ga in

Tw o get he r

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Z
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Ro
O n e
T o get he r
Ways
Tw
O
L
A
Gain

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You
Energy
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Be
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Visi on
Your
Al
L
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Mine being in yours.
Your vision free al l ways.

Because me looking in tw o the other,
Direction opposite way
Free tw o mine.

Zero. One.

Two

O

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Both

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Tw
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Talk
S mall
Outer crest
Wave longing four
Depth inner
Ocean
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In
E
L
A
On
Zero

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E
F
Ir
St
On
Zero
On
Al
L
E

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G
In
Be
Feel
Absorb
Metaboliz
Experiencing
Transfigurating
Transforming
Morphing
Emerg
Forg
Un
In
It
G
Of
Self
Calm
Crysalis
Ashes phoenix

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A n y m o r e

Z ero

Al
L
P
Us
Of f
With in
E very th in g

R e m e m b e r i n g

N o thin g w i t h
Out find i n
Min us
Out
W
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It
G
In
All

On e

N o t y e t

I t S e l f I t a g a i n

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Zero
All
Pl us
With in
Everything
Re member in g
No thing with
Out find in
Min us
Out
W
H
It
G
In
All
One

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