sigh
So I registered for a karate seminar on the first weekend of December that I should go to but that I don't really want to go to. I should go because ever since we lost our dojo, I've been training virtually and it's been a long time since I've worked with another human body.
But if I get a new job - which is looking more likely as I've made it to the final rounds of interviews with at least one company I've been talking to - I won't have any vacation time so I won't be able to go for one of the 2.5 days of training anyway. I just couldn't overcome the FOMO to not hold my place though, just in case.
Oh well, I guess if I end up not being able (or willing) to go, I can just chalk up the seminar fee to me "supporting the federation" because that's what good #yudansha #karateka do.